For a long while, time froze within
me and without. I lived each hour
in a palindromic loop, measured
my energy out in coffee spoons,
wondered if I might make one
trip up the stairs or three with
the laundry. One day I realised
that writing gave me more than
it took: a metaphor well-wrought
is one step into a room where sun-
lit laundry lies neatly on the bed, tea
is brewing gently and it is time to rest.
Mary Jean Chan’s books include Flèche (Faber, 2019), which won the Costa book award for poetry. Chan co-edited 100 Queer Poems (Vintage, 2022) and is a departmental lecturer in poetry at the University of Oxford.
Illustration by Chris Riddell
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